Current mood:

hopeful

oh my god....
I am in love.

This guy called for tickets...
And we spent over 30 minutes on the phone...
And he is hilarious...
And oh my god I just, i don't even know we had this great conversation...
WHICH NEVER HAPPENS B/C HI I HATE CUSTOMERS AND PEOPLE IN GENERAL...
And I just kept talking and so did he and he was interested and interesting I don't even know...
And he's from LBI down on the beach...
And he's almost 21 okay young but I didn't really care...
And blah blah so friendly...
He was buying tix to Lyle Lovett/John Hiatt's show in November for his mom's 50th bday...
His card got declined (i hate telling people that-- so embarassing)...
We talked about all this other stuff while he was looking for another credit card...
Mentioned he looks "old as shit" b/c he's got long hair and a full beard...
This is where I kinda was like goddammit that's not hot, oh well he's still funny as hell...
He tells me he's just gonna drive up (almost an hour drive) to pay cash...
I am expecting him to look like someone from ZZ Top...
He walks in...

Oh my god I am in love I don't even know what the hell is going on this NEVERRRRRRR happens to me.

He is absolutely gorgeous. GORGEOUS.

Taller than me, thin and built but not musclehead built.
Hair back in a ponytail but not a greasy ugly long ponytail-- a nice normal one.
Green hat thingy Gavin DeGraw always wears.
Birkenstocks (hi I died).
Jeans.
Black and white baseball shirt w/ some indie band's logo on the front.
HEMP hippie necklace.
Scruffy-- not a real beard neccessarily.
Dirty blonde/brown hair.
Dark brown eyes.
Oh my god I cannot begin to tell you how big of a crush I just gained. My hands are shaking writing this.

His name is Lee.

He works as a solar installer (how fucking hot).

He is getting his BS in Environmental Studies (I want him).

Oh my gosh, he is so. He just is so. That's all.

I actually got up the nerve to ask if he was on MySpace and he said yea and I told him he should add me and I gave him my link. Okay, stupid? Maybe... but that was a BIG step for me. I don't give out numbers or crap like that and I CERTAINLY don't approach guys I'm attracted to but after spending a half hour on the phone w/ him and cracking up the whole time and then seeing how hot he was and how friendly he was okay I had to.

He took my info and was like, "sweet. i'll add you." so I hope he does.

Do you understand that I could have left work 45 minutes ago but I'm sitting here thinking about him and typing this out and listening to our conversation on my work phone b/c hi, record button rocks, and I taped the whole fuckin thing???

He smelled. So. Good. Too.

And he's into promotion and PR and so am I, and let me just tell you-- I don't even care that he's younger. I have no idea if he's interested in me-- probably not b/c they never are-- but I need to become friends with this dude. Let me add-- if I find out he's a musician of any kind-- I will soak through 17 pairs of jeans.

I am seriously crushing so hard-- and this is the first *new* crush I've had, in literally years.

I am beside myself and cannot stop thinking about this person-- this is insane.